and how much I hate you
then I start crying because that will never be true
Everyday I think
when I see you it won't be the same
and each time I cry
cause I know it won't be that way
At night I curse myself for that one day...
the day when I started to believed you
because after that I never was the same
I don't know how you did it and I don't even know why
all I know now are the tears in my eyes.
Even though I heart you and even though I care
But most of the time I wish you were never there
Because if you weren't
these feelings wouldn't be there